I miss my dad.

[conuly]

I really do. I don't want to be all melodramatic about it, but... I miss him. It's been fully half my life, and here I am sitting crying because I miss my dad.

Daddy was always the person who made a big deal about holidays, especially christmas, getting a tree and putting tinsel chains all around the living room. I always loved the holidays too, but Jenn and Mommy aren't such great fans, so after he died, we didn't really make that big a deal out of them anymore.

Or on my birthday, for the class parties, I never once got a cake (like everybody else), I got pastries (eclairs, often) or marzipan. I remember my 4th grade birthday party, we didn't play games or whatnot, instead my dad stayed late and told everyone stories about his life. I didn't exactly appreciate that then, but I was the only one.

Anyway, I don't have a point to all this. *shrugs*

Comments

[black-rat.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I really don't have anything to say but to give you my simpithies. Holidays are sopposed to be good but a soppose when you are remembering someone you love it's difficult. I hope you end up feeling better eventually,

[feathered.livejournal.com]

*pouncehugs*

[xiggaroo.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry hun. I know how much he meant and still means to you. If you ever ever need to talk, you know I'll always be here. (And I've gotten in the habit of sleeping with my cell on, next to my bed. :P)

[black-rat.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I really don't have anything to say but to give you my simpithies. Holidays are sopposed to be good but a soppose when you are remembering someone you love it's difficult. I hope you end up feeling better eventually,

[feathered.livejournal.com]

*pouncehugs*

[xiggaroo.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry hun. I know how much he meant and still means to you. If you ever ever need to talk, you know I'll always be here. (And I've gotten in the habit of sleeping with my cell on, next to my bed. :P)