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conulyCat in an Empty Apartment by Wisława Szymborska
translated from the Polish by Stanisław Barańczak and Clare Cavanagh
Die—you can’t do that to a cat.
Since what can a cat do
in an empty apartment?
Climb the walls?
Rub up against the furniture?
Nothing seems different here
but nothing is the same.
Nothing’s been moved
but there’s more space.
And at nighttime no lamps are lit.
Footsteps on the staircase,
but they’re new ones.
The hand that puts fish on the saucer
has changed, too.
Something doesn’t start
at its usual time.
Something doesn’t happen
as it should.
Someone was always, always here,
then suddenly disappeared
and stubbornly stays disappeared.
Every closet’s been examined.
Every shelf has been explored.
Excavations under the carpet turned up nothing.
A commandment was even broken:
papers scattered everywhere.
What remains to be done.
Just sleep and wait.
Just wait till he turns up,
just let him show his face.
Will he ever get a lesson
on what not to do to a cat.
Sidle toward him
as if unwilling
and ever so slow
on visibly offended paws,
and no leaps or squeals at least to start.
https://whyevolutionistrue.com/2013/07/13/caturday-felids-a-sad-poem-about-polish-cats/
translated from the Polish by Stanisław Barańczak and Clare Cavanagh
Die—you can’t do that to a cat.
Since what can a cat do
in an empty apartment?
Climb the walls?
Rub up against the furniture?
Nothing seems different here
but nothing is the same.
Nothing’s been moved
but there’s more space.
And at nighttime no lamps are lit.
Footsteps on the staircase,
but they’re new ones.
The hand that puts fish on the saucer
has changed, too.
Something doesn’t start
at its usual time.
Something doesn’t happen
as it should.
Someone was always, always here,
then suddenly disappeared
and stubbornly stays disappeared.
Every closet’s been examined.
Every shelf has been explored.
Excavations under the carpet turned up nothing.
A commandment was even broken:
papers scattered everywhere.
What remains to be done.
Just sleep and wait.
Just wait till he turns up,
just let him show his face.
Will he ever get a lesson
on what not to do to a cat.
Sidle toward him
as if unwilling
and ever so slow
on visibly offended paws,
and no leaps or squeals at least to start.
https://whyevolutionistrue.com/2013/07/13/caturday-felids-a-sad-poem-about-polish-cats/
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Date: 2022-10-25 11:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-10-25 11:10 pm (UTC)But she was really hurt when she went to the hospital and when she got back, and we finally convinced her to change rooms, Callie was wary of her. She was just starting to make passes into my mother's bedroom and back out again when Mommy ended up in the hospital again and, well, didn't come home.
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Date: 2022-10-25 11:08 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2022-10-26 03:46 am (UTC)that I need the company of animals
rather than humans...
well, allergies of the people
I currently live in company with
have to be considered.
Now, this.
Illness, death...mine?
They'll happen at some point.
I look at the box
with my father's cremains
still awaiting burial.
My mother's on a countdown clock
of her own, not knowing when
when the clock will run out
or when it'll stop mattering
because, so it now seems,
her immune system's now allergic
to her own brain.
I can barely support myself
as it is now. A pet?
Best I can do is
the occasional bag of bird seed
for the passers-by
and passers-through.
No.
I will not bring
such heartbreak as that
to a cat or a dog.
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Date: 2022-10-26 09:15 am (UTC)