Something I've been wondering....
Feb. 9th, 2005 03:16 pmHow, exactly, does financial aid work? Do they just say "this is what you can pay, and we'll pay any amount more than that"? Or do they go "this is how much you get, no more"? Or what, exactly?
Edit: See, even though I fill out my FAFSA every year, I have no idea how it works.
Edit: See, even though I fill out my FAFSA every year, I have no idea how it works.
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Date: 2005-02-09 12:26 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-02-09 12:37 pm (UTC)Did you ever go to FAFSA.org? That has some information that might be useful.
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:33 pm (UTC)He was told how much he could afford to contribute and what they'd give him as grant money. This worked out to him paying $2 for tuition and getting grants of just slightly over $1000 per semester.
This is nice, but not nearly enough for him to live on while being a full time student. He's able to get nice loans on top of this, but we don't know how much yet, and it's a maximum of $2500 / year, which is almost nothing as far as money to live on. So, we'll take the grants, the loans, and then look into private interest-earning loans so he can continue going to school.
Of course, it's harder for him than for many, because they don't realize he also needs to take care of a disabled girlfriend. Plus, there's a chance I'll be losing my income from disability soon, and they won't give a damn that we're an unmarried couple. But hey, they wouldn't give a damn that I can't work if we were married anyway, so *shrugs*.
But that's how it works. They tell you how much they think you can afford to contribute. Then they tell you how much they will give you. Then you look at it and go - okay... and either you go ah yes, I can live on this, or you go - dammit, can I afford to continue at school?
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:37 pm (UTC)Sorry, random subject changey thing there.
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:43 pm (UTC)I mean, I know, you're blind, and I suspect there's other things there, but I don't know. I'm horrible at remembering these things sometimes. But my lovely pc-persona is in there going "that shouldn't be preventing her from getting a job! what's wrong with the world" really loudly at me.
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 05:53 pm (UTC)So, I'm going to go with the latter.
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Date: 2005-02-09 06:10 pm (UTC)I've got about 40 or so things wrong with me, so I can't really list them all. But the main ones are massive fatigue and weakness. I need about 11 hours of sleep per day. On bad days or if I don't get enough rest, I start to not get enough air into my systerm and need to lie down or else I can collapse. My limbs are weak. I can't support my own weight for too long. I can't lift or carry much. If I'm not careful, things pull and that's really bad.
I have good days and bad days. On good days, I can be productive... on bad days, I can't do much of anything. I can't predict which days will be good or not. Before I went blind, I was working as a substitute teacher, because I could pick the days on which I worked. But I can't do that with the blindness. Plus, I think some of the other issues have gotten worse since then.
My concentration and ability to think clearly comes and goes. I can do work, but only if there's no real schedule to it. I need to be able to focus on my good times. And what makes it worse is, if I need to go anywhere, I'll arrive in worse shape. So, I can do LiveJournal stuff since it's when I can and at my own desk. But if I needed to travel somewhere, I'd arrive out of sorts. I get intermittent vertigo, which seems to make me more likely to get car sick. Plus I'm more sensitive to pressure changes. This means BARTing to San Francisco is painful (you have to go through a tunnel, and the pressure change is a problem for me).
And just to make it all more fun, I get migraines. I'm more likely to get them if I don't get enough sleep or if I'm stressed or if I physically over exert myself.
This means I just cannot keep any sort of reliable schedule. I often have to cancel things I plan in advance. I'm not really comfortable scheduling anything as a thing to do in the future. I can mostly pull this off if I rest for several days in advance of the event. But that's useless for recurring demands. Plus, if I do something like go out to BART and then see a movie (to give you an idea of level of exertion), I will generally need to spend the next two days recovering.
So, I haven't managed to figure out any job that I could have any chance at. And I can't be a technical writer any more. Those parts of my brain don't function the way they used to. A lot of my brain functions differently than it used to, which means I'm still adjusting and learning. I seem to have acquired many ADD/auti-like symptoms, which makes pretty much no sense. I didn't think things like that ~could~ be acquired. And yet... I have a strong sensitivity to various stimuli I used to be able to tune out. I get overwhelmed easily when out in public. I shut down sometimes. And worse, it's recent, so I haven't spent a lifetime learning to compensate.
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Date: 2005-02-09 06:38 pm (UTC)So, it's nice to have a place where people see my abilities. Most of the time I'm viewed as fairly useless. And I know that a lot of my doctors view me that way. Too disabled to be of any value. It's part of why I hate interacting with them.
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Date: 2005-02-09 06:53 pm (UTC)I almost wish I had your problem. ALMOST. Instead, I have people who don't know me very well (or at all) trying to tell me that I'm "just fine, perfectly normal" while all the time I'm screaming at them inside my head.
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Date: 2005-02-09 08:35 pm (UTC)They speech problems are a serious issue. They don't tend to understand that I can't understand what they say well, and that I can't communicate with speech well. And even if I try to explain it, people just don't get it. But then, every time I go to the hospital somebody either hands me written paperwork and says, "here, you can read this." (uh thanks, but no, I can't) or tries to direct me with hand-waving. I have the big white reflective stick with red bit at the bottom. If they can't even understand being blind means you have trouble seeing, then I doubt I can explain totally invisible disabilities. Some days I wonder if I'm really the blind one.
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Date: 2005-02-09 12:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 12:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 12:37 pm (UTC)Did you ever go to FAFSA.org? That has some information that might be useful.
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Date: 2005-02-09 12:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 12:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 01:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 01:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 01:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 03:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 05:33 pm (UTC)He was told how much he could afford to contribute and what they'd give him as grant money. This worked out to him paying $2 for tuition and getting grants of just slightly over $1000 per semester.
This is nice, but not nearly enough for him to live on while being a full time student. He's able to get nice loans on top of this, but we don't know how much yet, and it's a maximum of $2500 / year, which is almost nothing as far as money to live on. So, we'll take the grants, the loans, and then look into private interest-earning loans so he can continue going to school.
Of course, it's harder for him than for many, because they don't realize he also needs to take care of a disabled girlfriend. Plus, there's a chance I'll be losing my income from disability soon, and they won't give a damn that we're an unmarried couple. But hey, they wouldn't give a damn that I can't work if we were married anyway, so *shrugs*.
But that's how it works. They tell you how much they think you can afford to contribute. Then they tell you how much they will give you. Then you look at it and go - okay... and either you go ah yes, I can live on this, or you go - dammit, can I afford to continue at school?
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:37 pm (UTC)Sorry, random subject changey thing there.
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 05:43 pm (UTC)I mean, I know, you're blind, and I suspect there's other things there, but I don't know. I'm horrible at remembering these things sometimes. But my lovely pc-persona is in there going "that shouldn't be preventing her from getting a job! what's wrong with the world" really loudly at me.
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Date: 2005-02-09 05:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 05:53 pm (UTC)So, I'm going to go with the latter.
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Date: 2005-02-09 06:10 pm (UTC)I've got about 40 or so things wrong with me, so I can't really list them all. But the main ones are massive fatigue and weakness. I need about 11 hours of sleep per day. On bad days or if I don't get enough rest, I start to not get enough air into my systerm and need to lie down or else I can collapse. My limbs are weak. I can't support my own weight for too long. I can't lift or carry much. If I'm not careful, things pull and that's really bad.
I have good days and bad days. On good days, I can be productive... on bad days, I can't do much of anything. I can't predict which days will be good or not. Before I went blind, I was working as a substitute teacher, because I could pick the days on which I worked. But I can't do that with the blindness. Plus, I think some of the other issues have gotten worse since then.
My concentration and ability to think clearly comes and goes. I can do work, but only if there's no real schedule to it. I need to be able to focus on my good times. And what makes it worse is, if I need to go anywhere, I'll arrive in worse shape. So, I can do LiveJournal stuff since it's when I can and at my own desk. But if I needed to travel somewhere, I'd arrive out of sorts. I get intermittent vertigo, which seems to make me more likely to get car sick. Plus I'm more sensitive to pressure changes. This means BARTing to San Francisco is painful (you have to go through a tunnel, and the pressure change is a problem for me).
And just to make it all more fun, I get migraines. I'm more likely to get them if I don't get enough sleep or if I'm stressed or if I physically over exert myself.
This means I just cannot keep any sort of reliable schedule. I often have to cancel things I plan in advance. I'm not really comfortable scheduling anything as a thing to do in the future. I can mostly pull this off if I rest for several days in advance of the event. But that's useless for recurring demands. Plus, if I do something like go out to BART and then see a movie (to give you an idea of level of exertion), I will generally need to spend the next two days recovering.
So, I haven't managed to figure out any job that I could have any chance at. And I can't be a technical writer any more. Those parts of my brain don't function the way they used to. A lot of my brain functions differently than it used to, which means I'm still adjusting and learning. I seem to have acquired many ADD/auti-like symptoms, which makes pretty much no sense. I didn't think things like that ~could~ be acquired. And yet... I have a strong sensitivity to various stimuli I used to be able to tune out. I get overwhelmed easily when out in public. I shut down sometimes. And worse, it's recent, so I haven't spent a lifetime learning to compensate.
no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 06:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 06:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 06:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 06:38 pm (UTC)So, it's nice to have a place where people see my abilities. Most of the time I'm viewed as fairly useless. And I know that a lot of my doctors view me that way. Too disabled to be of any value. It's part of why I hate interacting with them.
no subject
Date: 2005-02-09 06:53 pm (UTC)I almost wish I had your problem. ALMOST. Instead, I have people who don't know me very well (or at all) trying to tell me that I'm "just fine, perfectly normal" while all the time I'm screaming at them inside my head.
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Date: 2005-02-09 08:35 pm (UTC)They speech problems are a serious issue. They don't tend to understand that I can't understand what they say well, and that I can't communicate with speech well. And even if I try to explain it, people just don't get it. But then, every time I go to the hospital somebody either hands me written paperwork and says, "here, you can read this." (uh thanks, but no, I can't) or tries to direct me with hand-waving. I have the big white reflective stick with red bit at the bottom. If they can't even understand being blind means you have trouble seeing, then I doubt I can explain totally invisible disabilities. Some days I wonder if I'm really the blind one.